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give up when you can still take it.
say you don't love them when you can't let go.
say goodbye when you still want to try.
Frustrations
Sometimes I feel like I'm falling into a never-ending hole.
What am I to do all the time?
You think it's so easy to be your girlfriend?
Do you think I like being paranoid.
Having to go to bed with all sorts of depressing thoughts,
having to worry everytime I see a girl talk to you.
Things weren't like this last time,
I wouldn't even give a flying fuck when you talk to girl bc I had trust in you.
Now it's all gone, and I really want to give up on us all the time,
And maybe I'll soon
Every day I feel like crying when you waste your day away,
I've been begging and nagging for you to study,
you always said you wanted a simple life, you're a simple guy,
have you thought that i didn't want that.
Have you ever thought that I enjoy living the life of luxury,
I want to travel the world with my love in the future,
I want to live happily and stress-free about money in the future.
I've never said anything about you having a poor family background,
and you said your uncle didn't have an education but still ended up rich,
but tell me, are you as hardworking as your uncle
are you determined to put in that much effort for money
even just one day of work now and you already complain
so what happens next time
I'm those kind of person who plans for my future,
bc I've heard one too many times of my older friends telling me that they regret not studying,
even those who graduated from poly regrets
if not why do I try to study harder everyday,
i don't want to live my life of regrets
What can i do or say now,
I know you're better than last time but still,
maybe it's my fault for not accepting who you are,
i love you dearly and i love your personality
but i just wish you will wake up one day and realise that life wouldn't always be like this
maybe aft your NS you'd be more mature
Not trying to say your friends or what,
but trying to drag you out to safra till late at night when you got school the next morning
trying to make you smoke and drink and just ask you to game all day
Couldn't you just say no once in a while
must you obliged to everything they ask you to do
you don't know how worried and hurt i feel when you spend almost every night away
maybe to you it's a lifestyle
but to me it's sometimes a waste of time and sleep
you complain that you don't get enough sleep
and you always doze off and say you're tired during our dates
who is to blame
am I suppose to deal with it and not say anything everytime
i've been getting so angry and kept on crying these few days when we go out on dates
you just don't understand how i feel
but i guess you just won't ever understand what i feel everyday
just keeping it inside bc i don't want to pressure you
i don't want you to feel that i don't love you
i'm just praying that one day you will come to a realization
i know you've been a better boyfriend now
saving money just to go out with me
fetching and sending me home w/o fail everytime
but will this last a lifetime?
what happens when i get a driving license in the future,
who will be sending who home,
what happens if i found a great job,
would i be the one supporting you instead in the future
i just become so frustrated all the time now
but all i can do now is just pray everyday
just to wait for one day,
hoping
