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NEVER
give up when you can still take it.
NEVER
say you don't love them when you can't let go.
NEVER
say goodbye when you still want to try.

Traumatising Fifteen


Hello! Haha.
Well didn't blog for quite a long time. Just had no mood.
Today went to bugis to watch Fairytale Killer :)
w Jas & James.
The show not bad.. but it's closing soon, faster go catch it if you haven't.



OOTD :)
bought this burgundy red hw jeans from eating zombies ^-^
and i'm fuckin fifteen, people keep thinking i'm not 15.



Well..
these few days keep fighting with him.
It's so weird, the feeling.
Because usually i rarely fight with him :(
now.. everything's falling apart? Hmmm.



Remembering the very first time we went out.
HAHA SUPER AWKWARD FIRST DATE.
He fetched me from outram park mrt if i'm not wrong.
i was nervous like fuck ok, i mean who won't be on their first date?
we went to jurongpoint, and on the whole fucking journey we didn't say anyth.
at jp, we bought the movie tixs, then we had about 30 mins to showtime.
so we walked around, again, no words exchanged!!!
HAHA, but after a few months.. things start to get better.
It wasn't so awkward.
But.. even like after 9 months, we don't have much to say.
Usually we just sing to each other or just relax comfortably in each other's silence.

Tip for awkward couples like us :p ,
If you guys don't clique like in an instant.
It takes time alright :) 
It'll get better.. eventually, so don't worry :D



But.. overtime.. things changed too.
Initially, he could wake up in the morning to meet me.
He would come down to the east instead of me going down to the west.
He put in so much effort to make me happy ;_;

Now, die also cannot wake up.
It's always me whose going down to wake him up and meet him.
Sometimes, i'm just tired hmm..

Now, we only meet like 1-3 times a month only.
We rarely ever talk otp.
Texting.. depends on our moods that day.
But after everything, true blue feelings doesn't ever fade huh.
I don't know.. sometimes i tell myself if this keeps up,
one day real soon.. i would just give up.

But i'mma live to what i say.
<<< Just look at the 3 NEVERS on the left :)



And there's people asking me.
"Passerby: How did you manage to loose so much weight? (:  "
I don't understand WHY people ask this question when they already know it.
The only way is to DIET and EXERCISE.
There's no other way... diet pills? 
Bitch please, you still have to exercise/diet to fucking maintain the weight -.-
let alone the side effects.

How did i loose so much weight in sec 1?
I can tell you, during that desperate period.
Which was about 3 months?
Every single day i headed to the gym to run for about 5km on the treadmill.
Dramatically cut down on my appetite and ate healthy shit stuff.
That's how i lost weight last time ok!
Loosing weight is never easy!!!
Initially exercising may seem like a fucked up thing to do,
but after like a week or 2,
if you don't exercise, you'll feel damn weird.

Unless you are those fucking lucky people who have damn high metabolism rate,
 and no matter what you eat, die also cannot put on weight.
then good for you :)
but i can tell you it's going to go away when you're older.
and in the end you still have to eat healthy and exercise, 
so enjoy while you're young :D 



HAHA I TOOK THIS CAUSE I ONLY LIKE THIS HALF OF MY FACE.
i don't like the other half.
Wished my right eye was a tiny bit smaller
 so the black circle would fit perfectly into it ;_;


Been raging in LoL recently,
i keep getting fuckin noob team mates who keep on feeding!!!
Then the Vietnam will like spam Vietnamese words,
and i'm like STFU and play bitches! -_-
What a frustrating feeling,
getting such a nice kd but your team sucks shit.
You engaging and your team mates b cause they pussied out.
If you play League of Legends, play with me? :D 
CherylIsAGirl hehe.



NOT MUCH.
WHAT A LONG POST HAHA.
K THANKS BYE!!!
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