Hey.
I'm blogging to vent. Pity those people on fb & twitter.
Have to see my depressing stuff, sorry.
My smile real enough 4 u?
" Crazy bitch. Sad also can zilian. "
Cannot sibo. Even when i sad also want judge me, tsk.
Today's a fucked up day.
Morning tio gan by parents until can die.
Then come back home le. Shit became worse.
Found out something real bad. Made my mood go down like fuck.
How can he do that? Why.
The love you claimed you had for me for the past 6 months,
real or fake one.
Yesterday still so happy w you.. watch movie, go out.
Hugged, hold your hands, kissed you, happyhappy.
Then now.. what happened.
I know i'm not any better, but at least, i said sorry.
you didn't even say sorry...
ytd still go all the way down boonlay fetch you go cine.
why didn't you just tell me.
you know i'm understanding enough.
why did you even doubt me for a second.
told you if you fell for another girl, just tell me, i will uds & go away.
instead you ask me don't think so much.
and look, i was right all along.
tell me that you still care if not why you stalk me so much,
why you care me so much,
why you do all that shit for me.
if you care, wouldn't you be here by now?
i already said i'd forgive you if you forgave me.
but i guess, two liars shouldn't be together. no good no good.
aiya, cut my hair for nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You promised to take care of me, to never make me cry again, to study with me when march comes, to buy a cap with me, to watch spider man and hunger games with me, to bring me go shopping again, to hug me to sleep again, and most importantly.
to never leave unless i asked you to.
& where are you now? :'(
i know i'm just a stupid young fifteen year old girl,
who's going to laugh at how foolish i am when i'm older.
but i guess, for now, all i can do is be a pathetic little fucker.
i don't know what you want anymore, i can't understand.
everytime i ask you what you want, you change subject.
got you at 190911, let you go on 190212,
wonder if your pw's still 190911.
i guess it's really time to let go huh, bye..
after everything, at night, tio gan by parents again.
fuck i shouted at my mum, i didn't mean to.
just was frustrated enough already..
aiya. going to friend's house ltr, i just can't stay alone.
not when i'm like this, being alone is bad.
okie, guess i won't spam fb or twitter anymore.
can someone teach me how to not cry?
can someone really properly take care of me and not hurt me.
bye.
