Looking as tired as ever.
Top photo was taken at 6am in the morning :D
i was going to Jessie's house, early right.
Bottom photo was taken while lying on Jessie's bed :D
Today was quite boring, slacked @ Don's house all the way.
Wentoff arnd 9 cause i was too tired, needed rest.
After this blogpost i go bathe then sleep already *_*
2012 seriously starting to be quite sucky D:
Lost my bestfriend, lost my boyfriend.
What to do?
Let go of him lika finally, it just wasn't working.
I know the previous post is like describing an awesome day w him.
And yeah it was awesome, but aft that day it wasn't awesome anym.
Like he very hot & cold y'know.
Very sweet then very cold then very sweet again.
idk if people who hear his side of story will side him,
but please before you side anyone, ask who put more effort into this -_-
i know i was the first and only girl you bring go shopping.
but you're the first and only boy that i cared so much for,
that i treat to movie & dinner, that i bothered to travel so far for.
EVERY friend i have, including Nani and Jessie,
asked me to give up on you too.
I don't like, i don't want D:
I get very frustrated when i'm being patient and trying to show so much care,
and you take it for granted, shit you know.
so tired but attempted to go down boonlay,
just to find you cause your school's starting soon & i really missed you.
Like so reluctant, please, not you come down aljunied,
is i go down to west side to find you, and it's like so hard for you to meet me?
i also sleep very little right? in fact lesser than you.
Seriously shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
Claimed that you never lie or hide anything from me.
Ask yourself lah. You got anot?
Quite impossible, i know i lied to you before and kept it from you,
how much more can you keep it from me.
Please don't think it's the same thing,
I'm not like your ex, let you go cause we didn't meet up enough.
Is cause it felt like you got tired of me.
Everytime go out with my friends,
they ask me jio you come, ask you come already you don't want.
They come gan me, ask what kind of guy are you don't want find me.
I over there also feel very gaowei you know.
Aiya talk about this also feel pekcek, but i guess this is how i feel right now.
Blog is for expressing feelings right >:(
I guess i won't celebrate a day of CNY w him as planned,
won't have another shopping date w him again,
won't ever see him again, ahh shag -_-
another single time on valentine's. WALAO.
but what to do. he also like bochup like that.
wondered how did it become like this ever since it started last year August.
i still rmb the time at Marina barrage. the very first time we hold hands.
waaaaaaaaah. was super shy lah.
felt so damn happy during your holidays,
you always come down alj find me when i end school.
how do i miss those times D:
Nb, i want quit smoking already,
today feel so shag then keep smoke, smoke until feel like vomitting.
ask me go drinking. lolol, tempting but no, i want rest.
feel so tired and weak and broken down but i still can keep a smile ah :D
hehe, thanks readers, can't believe i just typed everything out :O
many friends gg thru heartache now, so i guess i'm not alone.
kay long post like omg. but aft this post i feel like crying D:
suckseed suckseed suckseed suckseed suckseed keep running in my mind.
but i guess it's time to go.
i guess i won't call you dear again, thanks for the past 5 months.
bye D':
