Hi, tried taking a photo today for today's post.
But cb all unglam shits.
I look so tired today, my eyebags are huge, can't sleep well these nights.
And cause of wearing contact lenses, when i don't wear them i feel like my eyes are small.
And blahblah, shitty fuckedup insecurities :)
Today's boring.
Went to take an injection this morning, knn this third jab was the worst.
So pain sia zz, lucky is last one.
Suppose to go out ytd & today but never lol -_-"
Nevermind, going out shopping with jessie & jaslyn tmrw :)
tues probably going out with parttime.
Not much, memorising my oral speech ltr i guess.
Bye?
I don't know why i had an emotional breakdown ytd.
I told myself i won't think about it anymore, told myself not to cry about it anymore..
but i guess it's hard? Even you told me it's hard.
Lucky you don't know that i'm feeling this last night.
If not you will breakdown with me too HAHA, what a drag.
Hope you don't read this post, hope nobody gives a fuck to reading this part of the post.
Oh well, i miss you alot alot alot alot alot more than words can describe.
But i'm glad you're happy i guess, what can i do anyway?
We're alr over, and it's almost impossible to go back cause i guess we both moved on.
Wish you a happy life, you know how much you still mean to me i guess.
Miss our late night calls ;) oh well.
I'll never find someone like you eh ;)
Alright alright, seriously hope you don't see this,
cause then you will come text me,
then we will talk about the same shit we've been doing for the past few months,
maybe cry a few tears then we say goodnight, miss you & love you.
It's so standard now.
We don't even say hi anymore in real life haha, great.
Gosh, how much do i miss those memories..
Bye.
