I SWEAR i look fucking tired.
Just came back from Kovan, won't talk about today.
I feel so sick, tired & broken today :'(
I keep coughing non-stop like a fucktard.
Didn't go school for the past 2 days, sorry Jaslyn :(
Been an emotional freak these few days..
I'm really sorry.. i'm seriously fucked up sorry..
What have i been doing these past few days?
Cry, eat, sleep, listen song, go toilet, smoke, go out awhile, watch tv.
Yup that pretty sums up what i did the past one week.
I really don't know what to do.
Sometimes i really want to hold on..
but there's just no result now.
I can't be with you, i can't be without you.
Today was the worst day i guess, feel like fainting the whole time.
And you were not there by my side this time again..
i don't know..
When we tgt, hehe, idk if i was early or what,
but i kinda planned what to do today :(
Planned to buy you the orange shoes we saw at cineleisure that time.
For first monthsary present.
Then watch dream house :'( .
I guess those was just fantasies?
I'm so sorry my dear..
Oh well, i guess everything's too late now huh.
Not so happy first month.
I really really miss you..
Bye.
Tagboard replies;
Angie, Didn't go school cause i had no mood.
Sorry, but i will be going on Thurs and fri.
