Heyyy.
Not feelings well, took panadol :)
Woke up today, then suddenly it was so quiet.
So i started thinking hmm.
There's just something i don't get about myself.
But i don't think it's just me, it's human nature.
Cos when i'm sad or angry,
I'd say shit stuff to people who hurt me, tho they didn't hurt me on purpose.
& i'm really sorry if i asked you to get out of my life.
Like for eg ( Fuck off from my life, i never want to see you again, etc. )
I didn't mean it..
I guess, i just wanted you to feel the hurt you gave me.
Then once you did, i wanted you to be by my side more than ever :(
I don't know la, confusing right?
It's like, i push you away, so that you'd be closer to me.
But i guess usually, people don't know.
And they actually really disappeared from my life.
Which is really sad,
becos up till now, i still miss them.
But this only applies to some,
Like for friend2friend, or girlf2boyf.
Not to enemy2enemy or like person2stalker.
As if you're my enemy, and i ask you to fuck off,
please kindly do :)
Never in my life i thought i'd be where i am today.
2010 -2011, drastic change :o
2010..
Haha, i rmb i was so close 2 darren sim.
I rmb we'd always play bball tgt, take bus home tgt, sms everyday tgt, talk on the phone.
Sometimes i'd go to his house just 2 slack.
I even had dinner w his family once LOL.
I rmb his mama asked whether i wanted to go out w her & ds.
But i didn't cos i had plans.
HAHA, i rmb i was pretty sad @ him.
And we were like texting..
I was crying cos of him, then he cried too,
So we both cried while texting each other LOL!
In the end we made up & became friends again :)
HAHA NOW I THINK ABOUT IT, IT'S SOOO CUTE.
Ah, gosh i miss him so much,
Suddenly one day we weren't so close..
Sad & Long post i guess.
Hehe k, i go play bs.
& if you add me, kindly tell me who r u.
If not i'll delete you :) .
BYE.
