

I'm so bored.
It's 2am now on a Monday morning.
Meeting friends later :)
Shit i hate the night.
And i regretted listening to sad songs.
It really brings the sad atmosphere.
But i'm gna stop being sad alr zzz.
I got awesome friends, the guy i like is well kinda.. idk, i'm okay w my family alr.
Why should i be sad?
But mainly the thing i'm sad about is..
uhm how do you put it,
" Someone asked me whether i knew you, a million memories flashed through my mind, and i replied, not anymore. "
Yeah this. Like just now i talked to someone i used to be very close to,
my first kiss.
He was so rude -.-
( Well my first kiss if you don't count me kissing a guy when i was like in kindergarden or something.
Yes, it was puppy love and we're still friends up to now,
but he kinda migrated to China. Pity. )
I wished i gave my first kiss to someone better.
Dammit, thank God it's not my virginity.
&&&, a photo of me smiling :D
Rare, very rare,
cause i don't like my smile.
But i figured i should just show you all that i'm happy :)
