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NEVER
give up when you can still take it.
NEVER
say you don't love them when you can't let go.
NEVER
say goodbye when you still want to try.

bullying


bc every blog post is boring w/o a photo.

I'm tired of people labeling others as sluts/flirts.

Yes maybe the girl likes to take photos of herself with skimpy clothing,
but have you ever thought that maybe you both got different values?
Yes, so you don't like to see photos with cleavage in it,
then just freaking click away, nobody asked you to comment on it anyw.
Who gave you any right to call her a slut?
I mean some of them are virgins and you call them a slut.
Er, hello?

And also, what gives you the right to call someone flirt?

Maybe a guy has been bullied before by other guys,
so he tends to sway away from being around guys?
Maybe the guy has problems talking to other guys bc of his personality?
I have a friend like that,
does that mean he is fucking flirting with me bc he is always w me in school?
Maybe a guy has interests more to the feminine side,
does that mean he is gay? does that mean he flirts?

Maybe a girl has been back stabbed by other girls,
maybe bc she went thru so much drama with other girls.
That she tends to avoid girls? 
That she is uncomfortable to be around girls bc she is insecure?
Bc she has no trust in them?

Yeah. I'm one of those girls who majority of friends are boys.
But so what? 
If i was such a flirt, 
why would a guyfriend of mine dislike another girl bc she called me flirt?
Before you start assuming,
why can't you just get the facts right?
Is it my fault i'm socially awkward around girls?
Is it my fault that i just get along better with guys?
You think I don't want to have an all girls clique?
But I just can't.

If you wanna call any girl a flirt, why not go ask her guyfriends if she flirts with them?
If you wanna call any girl a playa, why not go ask the his girlfriends if he flirts with them?

Better yet, if you still insist on calling someone flirt,
oh please then just stop communicating with the opposite gender.
Stereotypes are killing everybody slowly.

I would rant more about this,
but nah.












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Frustrations

Sometimes I feel like I'm falling into a never-ending hole.
What am I to do all the time?

You think it's so easy to be your girlfriend?
Do you think I like being paranoid.
Having to go to bed with all sorts of depressing thoughts,
having to worry everytime I see a girl talk to you.
Things weren't like this last time,
I wouldn't even give a flying fuck when you talk to girl bc I had trust in you.
Now it's all gone, and I really want to give up on us all the time,
And maybe I'll soon

Every day I feel like crying when you waste your day away,
I've been begging and nagging for you to study,
you always said you wanted a simple life, you're a simple guy,
have you thought that i didn't want that.
Have you ever thought that I enjoy living the life of luxury,
I want to travel the world with my love in the future,
I want to live happily and stress-free about money in the future.
I've never said anything about you having a poor family background,
and you said your uncle didn't have an education but still ended up rich,
but tell me, are you as hardworking as your uncle
are you determined to put in that much effort for money
even just one day of work now and you already complain
so what happens next time

I'm those kind of person who plans for my future,
bc I've heard one too many times of my older friends telling me that they regret not studying,
even those who graduated from poly regrets
if not why do I try to study harder everyday,
i don't want to live my life of regrets

What can i do or say now,
I know you're better than last time but still,
maybe it's my fault for not accepting who you are,
i love you dearly and i love your personality
but i just wish you will wake up one day and realise that life wouldn't always be like this
maybe aft your NS you'd be more mature

Not trying to say your friends or what,
but trying to drag you out to safra till late at night when you got school the next morning
trying to make you smoke and drink and just ask you to game all day
Couldn't you just say no once in a while
must you obliged to everything they ask you to do
you don't know how worried and hurt i feel when you spend almost every night away
maybe to you it's a lifestyle
but to me it's sometimes a waste of time and sleep
you complain that you don't get enough sleep
and you always doze off  and say you're tired during our dates
who is to blame
am I suppose to deal with it and not say anything everytime

i've been getting so angry and kept on crying these few days when we go out on dates
you just don't understand how i feel
but i guess you just won't ever understand what i feel everyday
just keeping it inside bc i don't want to pressure you
i don't want you to feel that i don't love you

i'm just praying that one day you will come to a realization
i know you've been a better boyfriend now
saving money just to go out with me
fetching and sending me home w/o fail everytime
but will this last a lifetime?
what happens when i get a driving license in the future,
who will be sending who home,
what happens if i found a great job,
would i be the one supporting you instead in the future
i just become so frustrated all the time now

but all i can do now is just pray everyday
just to wait for one day,
hoping





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Shopping

Hi!



Today went to Bugis to shop w boyf today.
Didn't buy a lot of things because.. we kept playing haha.
Oh well!!


Finally bought the batman couple tee from DC comics haha, 29$ :D
Bought the dress on the right @ Bugis street for 15$,
honestly, walk around bugis before buying something.
Some shops were selling it for 18$,
only 2 shops were selling it for 15$


Bought 2 Annie skirts (Apparently cotton on calls them Annie skirts.)
If i'm not wrong they're also called pencil skirts?
Initially it was 2 for 30$ but..
cotton on was having a 30% sale storewide today so i bought them both for 21$ :D


Bought another long sleeve top with boat and anchor patterns on them for 12$ at Bugis street :)

I don't really look for brands nor do I buy clothes that are expensive.
What for!!! Wear once or twice then don't wear already!
Unless you're those kind who would wear the same thing constantly for a year or two then..
that's another story :)



When reached home, camwhore la :p
Honestly, not really contented with the items i bought. 
I didn't buy shoes, shorts, basics nor the dresses I intended to hunt for at Bugis.
But there's always a next time!


After that headed to Simei, wanted to eat 18 chefs.
But they said the whole restaurant was reserved :(
So we ate Men Men Don Don :D


Went to Daiso too :p
Daiso is really a time killer!
You go in there and get amused by the items they sell :p

Realising i've been quarreling with him a lot these few days.
I don't know, even when we go out, i get quite moody at some points.
But i guess at the end of the day, I return home happy?
Relationships are never smooth anyway. 
And at the end of the day 

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Haha laughed like crazy :p

September holidays are here like finally!!!
but it's like term 3 ended alrd, in a blink of an eye.
2012 is passing way too quickly, i don't understand why.
This year isn't very pleasant too.
Haven't started revising for EOY.. 
but i still feel so relaxed.
Gonna delete LoL at the last day of the holidays.
No more procrastinating!!!
Bye readers :p

Have been finding some blogshops lately.
Recommend me some? :p
Mention me your recommendations on twitter please? :D
<<<<<<<<<<<< On the top left there's a shortcut 
@CherylGoodGirl :)
Thank you! ♥



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exuberance

Hi readers :D
Today went out with boyf to cine to celebrate 11 monthsary,
but we don't buy each other presents haha, 
i guess only anniversary then i get.


Went to cine today to support georgina, shinyin and hermosa's booth at scape,
bought a top from them :)
went down and bought another pair of pants cause i was tempted haha.

Watched Greedy Ghost today too :)
Not scary at all, but funny though,
7/10 i guess?
i like what the movie was trying to potray,
money doesn't necessarily give you happiness. 


I also realised me and  hex are very similar in person,
we are not romantic at all haha :p
and we have about the same character and attitude,
and we also like gaming :p 
but i love studying more and he loves food more hahaha.
oh i passed my chinese too!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

i love the next 3 photos hehe found it really cute somehow,




i love my boyfriend haha yay but who doesn't love their other half


btw, used powercam to take photos so we had different filters,
he was amused by it,
he was like " wah can change colour one o.o "
hai why honey why you so dumb ah


also if you realised,
we changed our jackets,
i look nicer in guys clothes and he looks nicer in girls clothes LOL.
true story


you guys may not be interested but i just blogged this down to remember this day :)
sorry if i bore you 


"why my girlfriend keep camwhoring?!?!?!?!?!"




haha totally unglam cause can see my bunny teeth but i find this photo very happy!!!
today was great, somehow tho we didn't do much,
happy 11th month my dear boy!!! waiting for our 1 year!!!
" 6 words " :D
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

i'm not a normal girl so i don't type long paragraphs to express how much i love my boyfriend
i don't bother LOL ( see, not romantic at all )

eoy is coming, study mode came back :(
will feel so damn uncomfortable that day if i don't touch any work.
i wish my boyfriend also has the urgency to study but he plays too much games!!!

thanks for reading guys,
study hard, it will pay off when you see the results :D
study hard & remember to study smart :D
i think it's quite redundant if you study hard but not smart.

gonna play LoL!!! Add me?
CherylIsAGirl, but please please tell me who you are after adding me.
K thanks lots, love you :-*
bye guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥



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Chia Hexuan

Hi sayang,
just gonna dedicate this post to you because i'm tired of keeping it in.

I guess these few days i've been really cold to you sometimes,
and giving you really late replies, like few hours once.

But..
I'm sorry i just can't forget,
you were like super flirt, 
everytime i play with your account, sometimes end up reading your past chats,
i feel very.. cheated on,
everytime i think about the past,
i just cry because it really hurts knowing you did all that before,



Remember this photo?
This was taken way back in September last year,
when we just started,
it felt so surreal because of the way we met.

but slowly aft we got tgt you treated me worse each day,
and eventually we broke off for quite a long time and many things happened...
i wouldn't say it here but...
i just wished you knew it earlier and didn't do all those shit,




It was only after your birthday.
When i tolerated enough of it,
then i told you i'm done with you.
I didn't want to talk to you anymore,
and kinda made you cry on your 18th birthday,
but i guess it was because of that then you realised?
things became much better after that.

instead of me going down,
you're coming all the way down to fetch me every saturday morning without fail,
when i'm finally free on a weekday,
you would come meet me without any hesitation,
every night you will send a goodnight text without fail,
joined LoL to accompany me,
trying to do everything to make me smile once again



haha this photo we really do somehow alike leh.
you're trying you best to make me trust you again,
you stopped texting other girls already,
you stopped chatting girls on fb already,
you made me your first priority now.

you're always caring for me now.
but since then, you also got jealous very easily.
and everytime you became jealous you would be ultra moody.
and everytime you were moody i would fuck care you.
leave you alone to deal with the jealousy,
i know i shouldn't do that and i'm gonna try to change alright



now everytime we go out i know i'm like super irritating,
but you just tolerate all the way, 
you always give me forehead kisses when we're on escalators and when before i leave you,
you would always send me home now no matter how late it is,
then being super tired you travel back to jurong.
when i live an hour + away from you.
not wanting me to pay during our date so you take your next week allowance just to pay for me,
helping me do my hair when it's messy,
and carry my stuff when we go out.

Maybe i'm naive or what but..
From then i felt like you changed your ways,
you didn't treat any girl like this before,
you're doing everything possible to gain back my trust.
And i'm gonna try my best to put it in you again,
whenever you're jealous..
please just tolerate me,
maybe one day i will trust you like i did before.

but for now..
please just don't give up on me.
i didn't give up on you for the past 11 months.
i'll try to give you goodnight messages,
i'll try to message you first thing when i wake up,
i'll try to care more because that's all you asked from me.
i'll try to tell you iloveyou more from now on.

sometimes it takes people to fall apart, 
to know that they're better together.
i don't ever want you to go.
190911. ♥

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Love drunk


hi readers, sorry long time never update D:
today was the class outing! but it was super rush.
we only planned it 3 days in advance so..
but at least it was fun, we cycled and played volleyball!



My dear Jaslyn :-*



Haha the sun was too bright!
My dear James :-*


and of course zilian haha :p
life is currently great, boyfriend is getting sweeter by the day >w<



Like yesterday, he came to find me in the MORNING!!!
it's been a long time since i stepped outside of house in the morning,
other than for school.
we went to klp to watch batman! 
batman sucked though, boring storyline to me.
only interested when he brought bomb away.

and today he came all the way to payalebar just to have dinner with me :)
then sent me home and went all the way back to jurong!
happy!!!


he sticking out his tongue as always ;p
hi i love you 190911 :) ♥

end of years are coming!
time to get into the study mode again :(
study hard people!! 
work hard, play hard.
bye, thanks for reading :D 


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Games


Hello!! Hehe.
Today so many people fly me aeroplane!!
Don't wanna talk about it.
At night went to boonlay 2 dinner w xuan & leon hehe.




Look at my huge eyebags :(
Results of not sleeping much during holidays,
my skin also cui already! But thanks to the lighting, it covered it up :p




How do i look w/o fringe? hehe.
Not much, just wanna say that holidays don't feel like holidays.
If  you play LoL, add me okie, play together :D 
CherylIsAGirl ! But tell me who are you first lol.
That's all, short post :p 
bye readers!! ♥



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